Faith is to believe what you do not see; the reward of this faith is to see what you believe. -Saint Augustine

What a rainy day!!!!!!!, bandung, here I am..with unstable season, sometimes it’s cold, sometimes it’s hot…maybe like a life, like a love…

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My friends asked me how to control her love for her lover, how to be logical person when we fall in love…? I just laught at that time.. coz I’ve been become unlogical person when I’m fall in love too..

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Here my explanation, love contains 3 point, first you, second is someone you love, third is love it self..

It’s about you!!! When you fall in love, you must remember this point…about you..

-       Every girl is beautiful if they have the ability to believe in themselves.

-       Just be yourself, love your body and your life, live in your life, take care your own business..

-       It's just better to be yourself, than to try to be some version of what you think the other person wants. -Matt Damon

-       I'm the leader of my life. People can affect me, but they can't lead me.

-       It's not about being who everyone else wants u to be, but being urself and finding someone who loves every bit of it. –Unknown

-       Learn to love yourself first, then you can love others..

And it’s about someone you love, girls check this out..that’s the fact..

-       Boys are boys, man are man, they never change.

-       If you love him, you will love him just the way they are.

-       Just give him your love, don’t ever asked too much.

-       If you give some care to him, don’t asked him to caring you back, let him caring you like he want with his initiative.

-       Don’t ever try to teach them how to love..

-       let he loves you with your quality, who you are..

-       Take care to him adequate, not too much, but enough to give him know that you care.

-       When he asked you for somehelp, just help him, but don’t force your self to be a superhero woman who can solve all  his problem. Come on girls, you’re just a human, not superhero woman, stop dreaming.

-       let them finished their problem themselves.

-       If he do something wrong don’t angry too much, never try to be like his mother.

And you know what man say? Here is one quotes..

Love me without restriction. Trust me without wondering. Want me without demand. Accept me how I am. -Jo Masterson

And now about love it’self ..

Sometimes we can’t deny it, when we fall, the most priority in our mind is someone whom fall in love with. That’s not a big problem..don’t deny it, but keep it care..

-       It’s amazing how stupid you can be when you’re in love. -Snoopy

-       Just the way you are, honest to your love, but use your head and what’s in your head too. And remember this..

-       Don't show too much love to anyone. Coz sometimes, it creates a non-curable pain when they start avoiding you.

And it’s time to commitment..do you know what’s the meaning of commitment exactly? I don’t know honesty, but I do have that commitment, maybe sounds a naïve person too. Whatever it’s name, commitment is like a rope which tied you and your lover, maybe it’s a relationship, or engagement and marriage..there’s some quotes about commitment.

-       Relationship is not about finding a perfect mate, but learning to see your imperfect mate perfectly.

-       Open communication, Trust, and Honesty are the most important ingredients in a relationship. -Edmark Harold

-       Moving forward requires a commitment to a goal, and a commitment to not allowing yourself to fall backwards!

In my opinion, commitment is some agreement, that both of you love each other professionally…Don’t ever say that you’ll love him forever, coz if you said it, it’s meaning you’re a liar…

-       The most commonly broken promise: "I will love you forever."

-       Sometimes it takes the loves that don't last forever to teach us the lessons that WILL

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Then she asked me what if your lover cheating and you deeply in love with him..? I just answer, never mind, maybe it’s hurt a while, I’ll forgive him, and I should go to other person who can keep my love, someone better who can love me honestly..

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What will you do? Here’s some tips, maybe it works for you, coz it work for me..

First..clean all negative feeling..Hopefully that’s only miscommunication..

-       Thinking positive will make your life easier.

-       Don't believe rumours. If you don't see it with your eyes, don't believe it

-       Sometimes we just have to love from a distance and leave it in God's hands.

And what if the worst thing happened to you??(hopefully not)..

-       Like the sunrise, some things just have to happen and all you can do is watch. -Felipe Sesoko

-       How people treat you is their karma; how you react is yours. -Wayne Dyer

-       If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be..

Girls do some action when alarm sign ringing…just keep your heart and love safe.. Happily ever after is in the fairy tale, in this reality world, we always meet the problem, much problem, like Lenka say’s “that trouble is a friend”..

-       Ladies.. letting go is hard, especially when emotions run deep. But remember, sometimes holding on can hurt much more.

-       Don't cry over the past, cry to get over the past. Don't smile to hide the pain, smile to heal the pain

-       Break-up. It's not like a twitch before dying. It's a generator! To grow stronger coz God knows you deserve someone better!

-       'O' means Opportunity. That's why no 'O' in 'yesterday', one 'O' in 'today' and three 'O' in 'tomorrow'.

Finally..you don’t need worry too much with your love and your destiny, just like a life and  aging process, riding your life, do the best for you and yourself. Just believe in your heart and your God. God will give you someone best to share your life with. God knows it. Don’t be scare!!!

Faith is to believe what you do not see; the reward of this faith is to see what you believe. -Saint Augustine

--A cup of Coffee for My Soul--

--a cup of coffee for my soul--

Humhh, hari yang melelahkan melahirkan sebuah inspirasi, here I am..abis weekly curhat session with my best friend, di t4 hang out yg main menu nya coffee, wlo hujan deras, bnr2 nyaman berbagi cerita, sharing saran, dan menggosip juga..(namanya jg cewe)..heheh..datang lah sebuah inspirasi untuk mnulis apa yg ada dalam “Pikiran” gw..

Inspirasi itu datang dari segelas kopi…yuppp..kopi, one off my fave drink after tea..i love coffee so much, not that much love my boyfriend off course..for me, coffe is warm drink which can warm my body and brain, then coffee can be fresh drink if it’s cold..

Why I love coffee that much?actually, the original coffee without sugar is bitter rite??but I love “that original taste”, if you can combine it with sugar, cream or milk perfectly..it will be the most lovely drink in the world..(coffeeAholic expression)..as u know the fact, coffee contain caffeine (that’s why I love coffee), in my principle of life, everything I eat or drink must be usefull for my health and body, my mood absolutely..copying from Dae Jang Geum(jewel In the Palace Korean movie)..

Ok stop it, back to the main menu now..In humans, caffeine acts as a central nervous system (CNS) stimulant, temporarily warding off drowsiness and restoring alertness. Caffeine is the world's most widely consumed psychoactive substance,^[6] but, unlike many other psychoactive substances, is legal and unregulated in nearly all jurisdictions..(Wikipedia)..

Actually, I like to see and tryin to understand everything happened in this world, why bird singing, why  season change, how can this earth rotate to sun, how amazing regulation system in human body, animal and plants, everything philosophy why why why always run in my head, event I can understand that mechanism, the next question will be “ what for”??

And my focus now is coffee, while I’m thinking that coffee has bitter taste(the original taste), like a life, but coffee can be a better taste if you combine with ginger, sugar, milk, or cream, similarly with a life. We live in this world just like coffee, when reality taste so that damn bitter, we still can make it so wonderful by adding some ingredients off life, family can be use like ginger, warm your heart when it’s cold, friend just like sugar which can sweet your life, milk  just like religion which make you health(mind and body), cream just like luxury of life, maybe carrier, freedom to be yourself, your lover, your job, your money, and everything what do you think best(it can be different for everyone), hahah…is it similar with life?life contain some caffeine that make you “alert” and always prepare for “something that we will never know till it happened”, call it destiny..just wait and see is all we can do..what kind of life will be your destiny. Remember one thing, every type of coffee and how it made, what substance which you adding has the different taste too..just like your life, then make your own coffee life..

In this case, we can’t sit and see what your destiny, sometimes we have to fall and feel that “damn bitter taste” which can make u strong..like I say before, life is like coffee, and coffee contain that caffeine!!and the caffeine will always make you “alert”..the experience make you smarter and to make the type of coffee like what you like, and taste good in your tongue need a longer time and “that skill”..

The first thing that you have to do is understand what coffee it self, we call it “yourLife”..Life is coffee..(taste bitter originally)..don’t be naïve, we just only human, we have much imperfection as human, the first duty is you have to accept and love yourself, your personality, your bad habit, your body, your destiny, your life absolutely!!don’t ever say that you don’t like your life and your destiny, and always see that other has a lucky life than you..God give your life as suitable as you are, the best destiny that you have(inTheGodEyes!!maybe NotYourEyes)..understand it..so what will you do with your bitter life now???

The second, are you remember there’s much ingredient that you can be adding to your “ownCoffee”??just adding it, like you want, if you don’t like cream, than don’t add it to your coffee, your life is your choice, the priority that you have maybe different with others, try to focus and search the most priority of life, just like choice what substance that you’ll be add in your “ownCoffee”..if you like sugar just add it, or you like  ginger, take it yours, or maybe you like milk, cream, some mint, it’s all depend on you..not me..not others, so enjoy your “ownCoffee”..that you need is balance, how much ginger, sugar, milk, or cream that you have to add to your “ownCoffee” depends on you..like this life, we can see how people have much time with his/her life in their damn busy life, what we need is balance, balance to control your emotional state, ego, your desire..and it’s up to you..i can’t give some exact information which gram that you have to your carrier, family, love and life..it’s all depend on you..how you control your life is how you control your ego, mind, personality which most suitable for you..don’t try to be other..just to be yourself, and make your recipe for your “ownCoffee”..some day you will be proud, if you can be more wise with your life, balancing the priority that you have, and combine it…

The third, how you serve your “ownCoffee”, maybe with hot water, ice, or warm, what glass that you will use, and it’s all related with process, like your life, we have to try to make some decision, and we never know how till we made it..like your “ownCoffee”, maybe you have a thousand times to try which the best..we are just only human, and it’s need more time to know what best for you and your life, your “ownCoffee”..don’t be scare with time, other people judgement..what you have to think is you make your “ownCoffee” by yourself..nobody’s can force you, because it’s your life, not their..so make it best your “ownCoffee”..

The last, is how you drink it, your “ownCoffee”!!!when it’s cold or warm season, with friend or alone, it’s like your life, how you enjoyed your life, how you love your life, and all that stuff of your life depend on you..the point of view that you will use is your human right!!if you like drink your “ownCoffee” with your friend, then it’s your choice..maybe you need time to relaks in the middle of the night, and you want drink it alone, just do it..remember, the relativity law..and you to choose what best for you…and be thankfull finally you find it..

So after this fourth point what mission that I have to tell???just make your “ownCoffee”, try to be yourself, accept it, love it, ride it, balance it, and enjoy it..your life is yours…not mine, not your lover, not your family, not your boss..so make your recipe the best recipe your “ownCoffee”!!!maybe need a thousand time to try your best recipe..try to focus to make that best recipe of your “ownCoffee”..don’t ever regret for your fail, we can’t be a coffee maker master when we try at the first time, what we have to do is learn, tryin, tryin again and again, like rule of life, we have to try, and if you feel enough with taste your “ownCoffee” don’t ever think that your “ownCoffee” didn’t taste so good for others, maybe sometimes it’s better to hear other suggest to make it better, from the book that you read, from the friend you have, the best suitable for your life is your God and Your choice!!you made it by yourself, depend on your need, your soul need..the most priority to yourself existency..and you have to enjoy your “ownCoffee” by yourself..don’t forget to be thankfull of your “ownCoffee”..the focus of your life is yourself!!!God will lead you in your line and destiny, which the best life that God create for you is always the best for you, remember that God never sleep, God always see your effort to find your best “ownCoffee” while all people sleep, when others don’t care, God always hear the tears that fallin down from your heart, hiding from your smiling face..God always care for you..for your life..and be thankfull for this.. find your “ownCoffee” my besties..

d^____^b<3<3

From the inspiring quotes by Mario Teguh

--Aku sama sekali tak merisaukan takdirku..Aku berperilaku sebaik mungkin, dan berupaya seikhlas mungkin, agar aku menjadi pribadi yang bernasib baik, yang pantas bagi sebaik-baiknya takdir---

--if i'm not here anymore--

happy sunday all..........
ergrrrr, what a hectic day...after my friday and saturday night on duty 2x24hours tired standby for medical patient, and lovely evening sunday i have to standby again on duty...hahahah

on friday's night, i call him, and you know what i do?hahahah, somethin spontaneus act, i tell fim all of my confused last thrusday nightt..yesss, all "somethingWrongInMyMind, allThatLittleStuff"...hahahah...you know what i feel???i feel so damn freee...there's nothing i have to rush and confused again, i tell him that i can handle it by my self, i just asked him about thisLittleStuff, and he doesn't ever know it yet!!!about his friend, about that ManMock..OMG...when i tell him clearly, he spontaneous answer "you can trust me and what i say" and my answer "but that LittleStuff Scaring me darling", he say : "i don't know yet who's he?what he's said?"...ia answer "i don't remember(in my heart, in this case, I don't want to remember at all)..coz i've hurt...hahaha such a dramaqueen am i???

and after that clarifying job, we discuss about all the longing feeling, sweet memmory when he's near me, discuss about future, and plan about my job and school..god, 50 minuet just feel like one minuet, i'm absolutely enjoy that time....

in friday-saturday on duty, i meet some medical patient, they know me so good, but i don't remmember them at all, (am i so that arrogant?)hahah
they call the clinic when i'm on duty, ask what time i standby, and they come to meet me, i'm not the only one staff at that clinic, but they know me well, i don'nt know why, they happy when meet me, and thanx god...they'd be better when take the medication, and meet me with other collega or family who get sick coz they trust me..(i'm flying rite now)...wekekek...
after important conversation, they ask my fix schedule on this clinic, and i say maybe 2 month after this, i might be not in here anymore, coz i have to take other job, coz i have to take some next education as soon...so its impossible for me to stay on that clinic my whole life...i have to go another continent, other different life, so sorry to say that, and my patient has no choice, to keep me with them it's impossible, to let me go it's better for me, maybe worst for them, there's some dissapointment in their face, but i have no choice, i don't want get dissapointment again if they come just want to meet me, but i'm not there anymore without say goodbye...
it's sadly..but i feel ok, ok, life must go on, i became more wise after i see them, learn so much from their simplicity of life...i learn much in here..

and this day, i have to realize, that the sign of all my destiny, sounds great that i can hear that..hahah, i don't know, in a few days in lovely month october, i have to meet much kid patient, with various case, rare case, and too specialistic for me as general practioner, and today  i have to meet other gemelli baby, i have on duty to be "welcomingDoctor" in operating room...(it's so long time ago), is this some sign?that i have to continue take some specialitation education for paediatrician as soon???

only God knows...but i haven't already for that..hahaha.. =D

--god give you what you need, not what you want--

hellooo world....here i am...so much better than yesterday...=)


hahah, after "somethingWrongInMyMind" i was crying after write my last post, don't know why, my confused feeling became primary focus who destroy my heart, and before i slept yesterday, i sent him a message that give him news, i'm not in the good mood, so i can't sleep, what i need is his shoulder to cry on..i don't know the time i sleep, maybe i was so tiredd when i cry...


and after 2hours, he's reply my message, rememberring me to take a breakfast, have a spirit for my job in the morning, ask what time i sleep, say that i have to be patient wait him, and he say thanx for my calling this night, he's loves me and smoocchhh(ok, we are long distance relation ship for 7 month, and i have to wait 4 month again, with 5 hours different time, ocean, continent, but everything's in the line, we have good communication, and feel trust and strong commitment, both of our family have known our commitment)..i read that message, i smile, but i'm not reply as soon, coz i'm too tired on this morning, then i sleep again..


ok, i finished my job after 2 hour meet 7 medical patient with variety case..i try too concentrate too my job, actually, i have no time to reply his message, event i read my book about happiness project, i can't read that book coz my working time is over..


it's just spontaneus action, when rush on my mind jump on my brain, i feel in other world, i meet much people, but i'm not contact with them, i just live in other world, my own world, sounds autis rite?and after i have a time, i reply his message, say i'm ok(maybe better), but still not full recovery(i'm proud that he doesn't ask me what the problem, coz he will know i became sad again, and remembering all that rush) with the rush feeling, i go to beauty center, take a new haircut, then take a creambath package, with body scrub and massage...oh god...i'm feeling so good and fresh..and i sent him a message that i fully recoverred now, and this my lunch time...(in my time), i drrink frozen cappuccino, and chinese seafood menu..and at this time i fell so lucky, coz God give me what i need at this time, when i'm stress with that stupid little stuff yesterday, God give me chance too be relaxed, have a good food, and freedom to arrange my time, windows shopping, buy new book, and i feel i'm so lucky...when i realize, in this world, i can't get everything  i want, but i will get everything I NEED..that's so much important, what i need...then why i have to judge God, to give me everything i want but i never need it???it's OK, i realize, that's "littleStuff" yesterday just the "manMock"..(the first suspect reason in my mind)..and i believe one thing, the first will always be the logical reason, and i laught at my self, how stupid i am...i hear that"littleStuff" (maybe read at this case), from other person(not from him), and it's sound a joke, when i re-think...


ow...here i am, with a new haircut, a new point of view, and more logical than  before, i'm still in love with you darling, like i say yesterday, and i keep my trust in you (it's hard to do), and i believe that you'll keep it safe (God Protect me), if you've been create to complete my life, the way is always open for us..no matter how far, how long i have to wait, you'll be back to me again, and i have to make you fall in love in me once more time, so i have to be a woman who has "theRight" ToMakeYouFallInLove again...so i reparate my mind, care to my beauty, off course my carrier.. 


--luv n miss u always--

---the best thing of all that u know nothing about the fact coz it can kill you perfectly---

lalalalal...i just want to share "somethingWrong" in my head....it's pittyfull being a women who has that "PreMenstrualSyndrome" ...and now, it's my turnnn....absolutey i can't deny it, how come my lower estrogen make me so embarrasing today...event my personality sanguinist..and the day i become so melancholy...damn...

and here i am...i wish i never knew it..that the fact can affect me so sadly...from the stupidity off me, who want to know everyting from "investigating capability" to know other personality and life based on their activity in social networker...(my friend was told me that i have brilliant "visual Personality and activity eyes" and it's not only one, they always say "yes, i have that Intuition"..and today i just recently know that "somethinHappen" before i knew him...without planning or anything, it just spontaneus activity, klik that button, and i see it clearly...so much clearly, someone i never knew before...


so what can i do now?it's OK that he's normal, not a gay (absolutely)..and when he's single so long time ago before he met me, he try to flirt other girl(and it's normal too, it's OK, coz i have much fans more than him haha).. then i've found that clearly statement about "brokenHeartSing" before he met me too(just say that's so much OK (none human who never had a brokenheart?me too, much time..ahahah)..i can laugh with that...
then the worst became more worst thing...
when the time he asked his friend news, and say congratz to his friend coz they're married...and unexpectly(first, i think it's just a "normal" conversation) ..


till i found "his friend statement" about his "badHobby (when he lives on other country for 2 years)...god...i can't stop my tears at this momment, it's spontaneus feeling when you feel sad and dissapointed(esp woman)...
it's OK if you like clubbing, or drinking much alcohol or drugs maybe, i just don't care, that's your life, and that time we don't know each other..
but i see another, in my eyes, his loyality and faithfully being a BIG QUESTION..(before we met in this case)...coz i know something, if unfaithfully are your personality, it will never changed, and i have so much trauma about it, that's why call me "commitmentPhobia" in my 24 years of life...


see... you know now...that PMS is a sucks feeling, the worst emotional can be leakage from your deeply heart..i don't know from where's that stupid feel coming to me and make me so embarrassing this night...


i used to think more logic in this time(something i have to do)..it's about my life, my future, and my safety mind..and here is some hipotesis that born in my head...


i think it just a simple case, so much alternate reason from this fact..
--probably that's just "ManMock" (i HOPE)
--probably that's the truth (so sick)
--probably he has to explain to me somethin (it will be my reason for reject all of this)
--probably i have to forget this little stuff (there's so much thing that i have to thingking about than this stuff)
--probably it will be my reason to reject him someday (scary and sadly rite?and it's like corellate with other hipotesis)
--probably i should to ask him with "coolHead" when he's home(meaning i have to wait 4 month!!coz i have to see his eyes to know his honesty)
--probably i have to have this on my mind and my heart a whole life (damn the worst thing, absolutely i can hide from this fact)
--probably i have to throw that rubish in the garbage(coz it's not important and can destroy my happily life)
--probabbly i have to move on to the other side(i don't know where to go)
--probably it's just my fault to distrubing his privacy and wants to know everything bout him coz i don't know much about the person i love (is it my bad if i love someone?)


--probably i have to past all off this coz one reason....(the ideal and naive)
"i have to be more wise about life, commitment, and realise something...you never truly have all thing in this world, even your body will be seperate with your soul, even your family will be dead someday, and your carrier will be stop when older, and your husband will be gone with other wife, or your child will be married and gone with her husband..."
"i have nothing in this world except my soul, my personality, my spirit, my optimism, my pray to the God to save him the person i love"


it's free when i can write all off "somethingWrong" in my mind..it's OK if my love will be angry if he's read this post, i just don't wanna hide that rush think, maybe he can correct my mind, and give me some advice to control my lability off emotion...God..help me too past this "littleStuff" as soon..i just don't wanna destroy my strength...


---for you my love, i just wanna correct my self, not your past life, i love you just the way you are, better or worst, but i want you respect this"myStupidFeeling", maybe someday i will read this post and LOL, and realize that i have already past off this "myStupidFeeling" ...i'm still in love with you darling...keep trust me d^_____^b<3<3

--transportasi umum yang mengecewakan--

slama hidup jd mahasiswa mpe skrg jd peng konsumsi "transportasi umum" alias angkot, bis, ojek, KA, busway(sometimes), pesawat, kapal laut (rarely)...

dan suka duka pun dialami...byk duka nyaa sih...suka ny cm satu...suka krn ga perlu ribet nyetir dan hrs hapal jalan (maklum buta arah)..dan inilah indonesia...

disaat tuntutan ini itu trhadap dokter dan profesi kesehatan yg lg hangat2ny disoroti dan trus2an di "edit" lg, demi pencapaian kualitas playanan optimal see optimal mungkin...tp hal yg satu ini rupanya luput dr pengamatan...pdhl,  tiapp hari pengguna jasa transport ga bs di bilang dikit..jauuuhhhh lebih byk drpd jumlah pasien yg mngunjungi fasilitas kesehatan hariannya...

bgitu byk keluh kesah dr masyarakat, cm dianggap angin..(special angkutan darat dlm hal ini)

sbg contoh sring saya alami sendiri..krn sy biasa mnggunakan jasa transportasi ini tiap hari, baik dalam atau k luar kota...bnr2 deh, kesimpulan saya hny satu...mengecewakan!!!!!dan sy tak tahu hrs melapor kmn, kan ga lucu tuh klo nglaporin tukang angkot yg smbarangan k polisi krn mslh2 "sepele", lantassss adakah hukum2 dan prundang2an yg mngatur "etika transportasi umum"???...a very very big question...

--ok lah, jika sy membahas bntuk fisik dr transportasi umum sperti bis, atau angkot itu relatif, trgantung merk dan perawatan yg berbeda, kdg bs mndapat bis yg memuaskan(bersih, murah, dan pnumpang yg sopan), tp lebih sering apes(dari bis jorok tak terawat, bau rokok dan muntahan dmn2, ogks "seenakny"  kenek, sampe copet yg ga ktinggalan absen blom lagi hobi ngetem ber jam-jam)...

--dan yg paling semena2 tntunya angkot..yup...brkali2 tmn sejawat, mem protes aksi tkg angkot yg bnr2 perlu "perawatan etika"...seribu satu rasanya mndapat supir angkot yg tau aturan rambu lalu lintas, tidak mnurnkan pnumpang sembarangan (misalny pnumpang ingin k jurusan yg sudah tertulis di label depan angkot tsb, dan tkg angkot se enakny mnurunkan pnumpang tsb blum smpai ke tujuan dgn beribu alasan, tp mnurut ku seperti ke tidak profesional an sajah), dan blum lg menagih tarif "semena2"..klo mo mahal, skalian sajah naik taksi drpd naik angkot mkn hati, blum lagi hobi angkot yg suka mengetem bs smpai stgh jam!!luar biasaaa...

dan jangan kira di angkot jg aman...kmrn angkot yg saya tumpangi (kbtulan sy duduk di dpn, sblh supir), ada pnumpang yg kecopetan, 3 dompet skaligus saudara2...BB pun raib tinggal cangkang silikon pink ny...dan pncopet2 manis itu brjumlah 3 org, yg berpura2 tdk saling kenal...dan turun berbeda t4 wlo naik brsamaan...

tips...jgn mo padet2an klo diangkot udh pnuh, sbisa mungkin jaga jarak dgn "copet", biasany mreka2 dgn jaket, dan tas ransel gede tp isiny kempes..ga hny co, ce jg ada...

klo diliat2, koq di LN sana jauh lebih tratur sih?org malas beli mobil pribadi krn mrasa cukup dgn transport umum, tp di indonesia???justru skrg lg trend motor, yg tntuny mnambah jumlah kemacetan...maluuuu skali rasanya melihat kejadian ini...kbutuhan paling crusial ini koq diabaikan gitu sajah sih???jika mlapor mgkn hny mndapat kt2 manis "lain kali hati2", dan sy amat2 memaklumi mngapa sikap supir angkot akhir2 ini bgitu mnjadi tdk pantas disebut manusia ber etika, luarrr biasaaaa, tekanan ekonomi kah alasannyaa???

tp tak smua supir angkot seperti itu, sy jg pernah 2x saja, mndapat angkot yg supirny patut di acungi jempol...ada supir angkot muda yg slalu mngucapkan trima kasih kpd stiap pnumpang yg memberi ny ogks, dan ada juga supir angkot berusia tua yg ramah dan brsikap sopan..saat itu sy plg larut mlm, dan bliau rela mngantarkan sy k t4 tujuan sy, wlopun mnurut bliau agkt itu sudah hrs msk garasi, dan sharusny dy bs saja mnurnkan saya dit4  lain dgn seenakny, tp dy tau sy perempuan dan wktu itu udh larut mlm...hwaaaaa...trharu sakali...

andai smua supir angkot mndadak "beretika" seperti itu, rasany akan lebih nyaman mnggunakan transport umum..dan kami sbg pnumpang tentuny akan rela2 saja mmbayar tarif ogks "diatas" rata2...tp sprtinya itu mustahil, adakah yg pduli akan hal ini???tunggu gw jd mentri dulu kali yaaaa..hahahah =D

smoga bs jadi bhn utk introspeksi...

---tears in my heart----

apa sih yg trjadi di dunia ini...

mengapa wanita, sbg makhluk sempurna nan mulia yg tlah di ciptakan Tuhan masiiih saja mndapatkan perilaku yg tidak manusiawiii????

kmrn, swaktu brgkt tugas jaga, tb2 trlintas dlm pikiranku bgmn jika kelak aku mngalami KDRT, solusi apa yg akan ku ambil?mnjauh kah?melapor polisi?atau bercerai?atau malah diamm???GOD...naudzubillaahhh...mdh2n aq trlindung dari hal itu...krn sampai saat ini pun aq blum bs menemukan solusi nyaaa...

dan dtg lah hr ini, kabar buruk dr seorang sahabat yg kusayang...trnyata dy mngalami KDRT,,,luarrr biasa, KDRT bs trjadi pada siapa saja, sahabat ku adlh org yg brpendidikan tinggi kawan...bukan org buta hukum, dan  gemas ku melihatnya krn dy lebih memilih untuk diam dan bertahan dgn alasan kasihan dgn pelaku KDRT tsb...

duuuhhh, siapa lah aku...aku hny org luar dlm RT ny, tp aku tak ingin tinggal diam sobatku diperlakukan sedemikian rupaa...yaaa Allah..kuatkan lah wanita2 yg mngalami KDRT, smoga mreka mampu berpikir dgn jernih, dan berani mngambil hak mereka utk terbebas dr KDRT, para wanitaaa...mandiri laahhh...krn ku yakin kalian mampu..wanita adlh makhluk terkuat...kalian mampu bertahan wlo tnp suami kalian yg masih tidak tahu cara mnghormati makhluk mulia seperti kalian...

ya Allahh...hanya Engkau yg mampu mem balas smua perbuatan pelaku ny..wlo hukum di indonesia ini sudah mulai disosialisasikan soal KDRT, tp aku ragu para korban mau dan berani melapor..dgn berbagai alasan aib lah, malu lah, mnjaga nama baik kluarga lah...ohhh come on...

"selamatkanlah dirimu dulu para wanita, baru kau bs mnyelamatkan anakmu, apa kau yakin kau akan membesarkan anakmu dgn seorang ayah pelaku kekerasannn???"

---tears in my heart----